Bye 31.10.2010

Today is the last day of October 2010, tomorrow will be the month of November.

Hope my November will be slight different from October that are toneless, boredom. =D Anyway, the October had giving me a gift today – CRAMPSsss! What a “good gift” to me that makes me so suffering now. (I just like: %#$@&*~?!! Big Tears. Why I’m the girl who suffering this pain, not boys.)

Ok whatever, I just want to share news about – I will go back to Kuching during CNY! Teehee. Finally confirm the flight ticket, and whoa, distance a year didn’t go back to Kuching. This time will go back for around two weeks, cuz Imma accompany and stay with my grandpa. I MISS HIM!! So happy to hear that he is not smokes anymore, holy bless, it’s good for his health. (He should take care of his body seriously. If he still smokes, Im gonna scold him when I back, hee!) 

I hope 2011 Chinese New Year will leave me a good memory. Miss you guys. (Imma try to talk more cuz last time, I’m too quiet. ><) It’s a chance for us to gather, hence, we should chit chat more like the food market aunties, Okay? (Laugh)

I also miss super cute Yee Lun, hummpp, look at his deep dimples. LMAO. I curious about his life in Taiwan and wanna to hear about his stories. I hope he staying fine and happy now. Whooo…I gonna see him soon on CNY! (Happy, he always a best friend to us) Besides that, Imma Sing K with him again and hear his nice voice and see him serious face when he is singing, hahaa, I’m really miss the time that spend with him in the KBOX. I think Ai Ching also miss him now, right? (Smile)

I know next CNY will be different. Something changed. I can’t see them anymore but hope that they are staying happy now at somewhere else. Sob Sob.

*Wait-ING the day to come*

Yoyobabe's NEW blog

Hey! How’s your Friday?

For me, my Friday just as usual: Go to College > Chit Chat with friends > Sometimes have laugh and fun > Of course still have to do tutorials and assignments > After that, go back home rest and relax > At last, enjoy and welcoming the coming weekend. =)   

OH, I’m gonna officially introduce my best friend’s “NEW BLOG”, Whooooo!! Please gimme a clap and WELCOME Yoyobabe who stepping into “The World of Blogging”. (If she reads this, I bet she might kills me? Cuz she will think that I mad, did this crap and stupid introduction about her. Hmm..no offend, just wanna share out hers new blog. Teehee!) 

♥ I had took a lotsa pictures with this pwettie babe! Really a LOT! LMAO.

Anyway, here is Yoyobabe’s link:

http://michimimanchi.blogspot.com

So, feel free to visit her blog ya! Thanks for 100 times! ♡ 

Why I’m look so happy about the coming weekend? No-no-no, I’m not going to hang out to anywhere, but just STAY-ING AT HOME. Cuz on the coming Monday, I will have my mid-term test, so I better stay at home and study. Frankly, I weak on calculation part, crash my head x thousand times! This weakness makes me look stupid and brainless. Sobbing. Therefore, I have to put more effort on the calculation and “Beat It Down”. *Luck*

Before I end up my post, Imma share about the Japanese Songs from Juliet! (I know this song is not the new hitz, but nice! I love it! Besides, they are pretty and sound sweet!! xD )

However, I want to share another song from them, but I can’t search their music video from YouTube. Therefore, I give you the song name and go to search by yourself ya : Juliet - コンプレックス  ♥ Bye! 

Humdrum October

My toneless for the month of October is slow-moving. Day flies too slowly. Numerously, I’m staying at home and watching those dramas. If not, I just as usual go to attend the classes.

Seriously, I DON’T LIKE my college life now. I been tried to adapt it, but it is too harsh, BULK of ASSIGNMENTS and TUTORIALS hit on my shoulder and is not easy as 123. I can’t understand with my studies, it’s so confusing and hence, I realised why there was seniors withdrew their studies from Advanced Diploma.

However, this is the road that I’ve chosen. I have to go through with NO DOUBT! Millions even Billions of FML, I should have shut up my mouth and stop complaining. Accept what you’ve chosen, eventhough I wish to be a tourist guide, but it’s impossible.

Yep, I love travel and therefore, I ever wish to become a tourist guide. Nah, just ever twisted in my head, but never really wish to become a real tourist guide. Cuz, I know tourist guide is not easy to be. Need to exposure in the big and hot sunny day, need to know how to speak and communicate with the tourists. The job could be unstable due to the economic in the tourism industry, and it’s a busy job. In additional, I no dare to sleep alone in the hotel. I SCARE MOK MOK. (PS: My family especially my mum discouraged me to be a tourist guide, she scared I can’t get a good job in my future. Blah Blah Blah. So, I gave up.)

But, every job has the pros and cons. I may also can’t get job in the banking and finance industry. (Touch wood x2! Teehee! ) The banking world is high competitive and challenging. Sort of courses like accounting, economic, business, marketing and so on will be my competitors. Besides, I’m weak in communication skills, so, I scare I can’t do well in the interview. Sob Sob.   

 I should stop cursing about myself and wish me luck in everything. Laugh!

Ms. Alicia, please be a positive thinker.  

BB's performance

Pweew, it’s time for me to blog about my little sister’s performance. =D

Yeap,

Last weekend, I went back to Seremban not more than 24 hours.

Back on Saturday afternoon, and off to KL on the next day, Sunday morning.

A bit rush, but I dun wan to back lately, cuz I back home alone. Scare. Hehee.

My little sister- BB! (Her singlet too big for her, Laugh)

Oh, she looks tiny and short compare with her Indian’s friend. xD

The four cutie’s MC. They great in speaking English, awesome!

All the kids in the “Tadika Rainbow Shine”.

This super cute babe keeps crying from the start till the end of the concert. Attracted my attention =)

Snap Snap Shot. This action so cute =)

My mum and BB in the Hindi suit.

 Eyes too big, a bit look like Indian, kekee.

This girl is cute, named Joey, only 4-year-old, BB likes her too. Too KAWAII.

BB performed the role play, something role play like “Pull out the Carrot”, sound familiar? =)

This was my first time BB performed dance, sing and also the role play.

Interesting and fresh for me, cuz I never watch she dances before. Hee.

But she a bit LC and lazy, didn’t did well in her performance.

Always looking to the left or right, if not, she danced too fast tempo. LMAO.

Anyway, still acceptable cuz she already tried her best. (Smile)

Hope next year, in her graduation concert, can do better than this year.

Soon, she will be grower up to a primary student. Whooo!

I can’t imagine that a babe turn into a teen. =x

Yoh, it’s the BB’s snap shots time:

C u t e  S m i l e =)

Opps!!

Last, “Peace in Grid”. ^^

忙碌的生活

最近我過著忙的不可開交的生活。讀書上的壓力日漸增加，功課越來越繁重，時間也不夠用。這種無形的壓力正在牽絆著我，讓我的生活上感到無比緊繃，快透不過氣來。

有時候，真的很討厭這種忙碌的生活，但是日子還是得過去，我只好硬著頭皮去逞強面對這種生活。我無法反抗這種生活，因為這就是我的生活。人生一旦沒有了生活，就等於失去了生命一樣，仿佛是一隻沒有肉體的空殼，一點意義都沒有。

雖然每個人都可以去選擇自己想要的生活—或許是那簡簡單單的生活，亦或者是那輕鬆自在的生活。但是，只可惜，我不夠瀟灑，也缺乏了那我行我素的勇氣，所以我不敢踏出安全的範圍以外。唯有繼續過我該過的生活，那就是所謂的：成長→上學→升學→上班→退休→到最後可能是衰老而死，或者是病死。

人生，不過是一個過程。到最後，我們還是得返回去，我們原先的地方。『有生必有死』，就是這個道理。

我要求的不多，只希望我的生活簡單化點，並且給我多一點時間，就足夠了。

這個週末我又可以再見到我的家人了，真的很開心。因為我擔心那忙碌的生活，會導致我回家的次數越來越少。因為有時候，在週末空檔裡，只想要好好休息，哪裡都不想去。週末是我最開心的日子，因為那一丁點的自由空間，讓我能夠呼吸。

Shout out: “I’m extremely miss my home sweet home that already become a history. I miss the laughter, smiles and happiness that ever existed in my family. Sorry, tonight I feel not good. It’s like someone who rips my heart out. PAIN and SAD. I would rather not to know how the happiness tasted was, at least, I may not feel hate and mad now.”  

- The End -

Midnight Post

Holy crap.

My life is awful. I can’t get what I really want, and I can’t be the one that I really want to be. The good things never come to me, but the bad things always come toward in front of me. What I wish for, seem to escape far far away from me and won’t let “my wishes” to be achieved. Too bad!

Should I try to put more effort in order for me to stay closer to those wishes? (LMAO, sorry, I know I had a lot of “wishes” and reflected me so greedy.) What I meant like: STUDY HARD to get good result and EARN MORE to get lots of money. Eww!! I want a shortcut way to make my “wishes” come true. Hmmm…something like “naturally”?! Some people they were get inherited from their parents like good looking, pretty skin, tall height, nice voice, sexy body and blah blah blah. It’s AWESOME! (I’m probably jealous! FML)

I’m not a GOD, therefore I’m not the creator of human’s life, and I can’t change the fate of mine. Okay, let say today I may still alive, but tomorrow, I may back drag to the hell. (Touch wood!! But it’s true) I don’t know whether bcuz of the apocalypse, there are a lot of people kill their life, no matter through the sickness, wars or the accidents. Freak and horrible! I just heard about a teen life’s was taken by the accident. Scare me. Seriously, I already heard a lot of people passed away in the year 2010. (R.I.P)     

Just, appreciate your life. Not the past or tomorrow, but today.

Simple Post

It’s another simple Saturday to me, just staying at home and tidying up my notes. Eventhough I done a lot of housework, but there still a lot of homework (tutorials and assignments) for me to do. LIFE IS KINDA BUSY.

I dream to have a freedom life without studies or even works and of course I have a lot of money that uncountable for me to spend. I only have to travel, shopping and enjoy! That’s really an awesome life! But Nah, IT’S IMPossibleee.

I’m really love and thirst for travel. But I’m just a poor college student, so, I don’t have the money to travel. If 2012 is our doomsday, I think I will never have the chance to stride out from Malaysia. Weep. But if the days still come after 2012, I’m sure will work hard to earn more and more money for my spending. (First of all, I should have the ability and luck in my future career, hahaa!)

Another thing, my hair is s*ck!

The black roots growing until my eyes (You can see in my picture), plus my hair super dry (After curl, dyed and bleached without my notice! Damn) and no longer straight. In conclusion, it’s Messy. I have no idea how to manage my hair. I wanna dye my hair to darker colour and straighten? Yet, I hope the hair can grow longer, and then only can I trim and cut off my dryness hair ends.

I want a long healthier hair. 

"BONANZA" from Sushi King

I’m gonna share a short post about my Japanese’s meal, which is the “Sushi King”. This time was “Kon'nichiwa” (こんにちは).

I LOVE SUSHI and the Sushi King can make a great taste of sushi ♥

Last Tuesday, we went to the Sushi King at KLCC. The decision being made quite casually and only went at night. The branch at KLCC quite small and pack, therefore, we took time to queue and wait for our turn. Bcuz there was a limited time that can only eat within one hour, so we need not to wait so long. But, that time I SUPER HUNGRY and CAN’T WAIT TO EAT SUSHI! Waiting probably killed my empty stomach.

Oppss...Before that, the reason I went to eat Sushi King and willing to wait and queue eventhough I super hungry was bcuz of the “BONANZA” promotion that only for members. The rice-based sushi for only RM2 each! The promotion period is from 11-14 Oct for Peninsular Malaysia (Sorry, it’s over now, you have wait for the next year “Bonanza” promotion, hehee), and 18-21 Oct for Sabah and Sarawak. (Congratz!! Sabah and Sarawak’s friends take the chance and go to Sushi King within the period! Don’t forget and enjoy!)

(Hummpp, please don’t magnify my “pale” and “tired” face! Just want to tell you that “I enjoyed with the sushi! Yum Yum!”)

♥ Finally, both of us went to eat sushi together! (Thanks to Bonanza, hahaa) *Promise achieved*

 ♥ 10 of us cleared about 62 plates of sushi! I know a bit less, but already too full for me xD

♥ Becareful! The plates were unsteady, feel like want to drop. LOL!

♥ Yeah! Great! (My face really looks pale, gosh! Probably lack of rest, studies time is tiring to me ><)

After that, we went outside to the KLCC Park for short walk. Sorry, I know walk after ate is not good to health, but we were too full. (Big Laugh) Don’t look down on the small pieces of sushi, it’s enough to fill our empty stomach by just eating few plates.

♥ The highest building – Petronas Twins Tower that can be easily seen at KL. (Whaooo! The lights are beauty and make the building looks gloss, but I think it wastes many of the electric supplies too.)

♥ It will be more attractive and fantabulous if the fountain has colouful lights.

And last, the girl’s group but blur photo.

(It’s another simple sweet memory keeping inside my brain and heart as well.)   

BB’s Big Day

10.10.10, last Sunday, was my little sister – Beatrice’s 5^th Birthdae. Finally she comes to 5 years old, no longer a babe anymore, more to a kid now. Cuz she is my youngest sister, plus, she is 15 years old younger than me, so, I’m always treat her like a babe, a never grown up girl. Maybe 10 years later, I’m still will treat her like a small kid. (Last time, I was the one who often looked after her, frankly, treat her like my babe. Hee)

Dang...Dang...Dang…The Cutest 10.10.10 Birthday Girl ♥

By the way of celebrating her birthday, mum brought us to Hawaii Restaurant at Seremban. Suppose go to eat pizza, but my another younger sister - Vanessa complaint that she doesn’t want to eat pizza. (Dunno is her birthday or BB birthday, LOL. xD)

Fish & Chips ordered by my mum ♥

Mushroom Chicken Chop ordered by Vanessa Sister ♥

Chicken Chop, of cuz, ordered by me. (After I tried this at Kaki Corner, I addicted. Cuz I love ham, cheese and grill chicken chop, the combination is equal to delicious. Hehee)

A simple “Chocolate Sponge Cake”. (In fact, taste bad, I don’t like.)

Almost one month plus I didn’t go back and visit my mum them, therefore, I miss them lotsa. Go back need to take 3 buses and LRT, exchange between the public transportations is quite inconvenient and take my time too. Besides that, after the bus accident’s tragedy that happen few days ago and killed about 12 lives, lead people scare to take the long-distance bus. Anything will happen at anytime, you will never know what will happen at tomorrow, and hence yours life could ended anytime. It’s FEAR! X_X  

Both of them look alike or not? The big eyes + small faces.

 Family’s shooting time ♥ (Maybe my family photo will be no more my daddy inside. *Sigh*)

BB’s shouted out: “Too flash lar, I can’t even open my eyes!” (Hahaa, her eyes can’t withstand the flash light, funny)

Maybe bcuz she was sicked, therefore, she quite moody when celebrating her birthday. She only smiles a little and there was no happy sign on her face when we wished her “happie birthdae”. Too pity, she’s a sick baby that always get sick, too weak! In short, I truly wish her happy and healthy always. Nothing is important than health, don’t get sick. =)

I will never forget this small town which named LABU! ><

Ya! Yeap! Right! I got rough luck, super big hard cheese!

We supposed to take KTM from Seremban back to Kuala Lumpur at 4pm. But we waited until long neck, and finally a KTM came at 5pm, waited for 1 hour plus! Too much people, so no seat to us, okay fine, we forbore. But after passed through two stations, the KTM came out smoke and stopped at Labu, gosh! We still so far away from KL. Bad luck, we had to get out from the KTM and wait for the next KTM came.

When the second KTM came by, too crowded like sandwiches, hence, the KTM cannot fit five of us. Drove me crazy, we had to wait for another KTM again. (You know KTM not like LRT and Monorel, have to wait quite a long time for one KTM to come!) Okay, we waited until 7pm only the third KTM came. FINALLY!! But the KTM still a lot of people, very close-packed. We stood for almost 1 hour only reached to KL Sentral. *Sweat* Take us 3 hours to go back, normally only 1 hour plus. Damn BAD LUCK, not the first time happen the rough luck when came back from somewhere, urrrghhhh!! 

Just PRAY TO GOD often and HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY LOVE ♥