Love Feeling

Dearest,

Your life are getting busy and dull (the only few activities he does everyday such as work, sleep, eat and bath) after work. And hence the time we spend together also become lesser and lesser.  Grief.

When flashback to the past, I found that our college + living life were too awesome. Love so much and wish to go back.

Certainly, the most terrible but memorable part was the period you lived at UK for months. The strong loneliness and missing feelings were pain. I never dare to go through these kind of feelings anymore because I will never forget how strong the feelings I had ever.

Even now, especially in this late midnight:

I think I’m getting older and my heart getting weaker where I can’t hold the long-distance relationship anymore like last time (Fyi, we start our relationship in a long-distance). That time, we could only date through phone by text or call :/

Oh no, I wish this type of relationship will never happens to us again.

Ya, maybe I’m not that types of lover who can best express the love feelings toward you. BECAUSE I HAVE: No sweet words, No femininity and thoughtful, No lovely personality, No ardent love, No more than 40% comply your wish, No good cooking skills etc. Lol.

But, there’s always ♥♥♥♥♥ from me.

A Little Snap Time (Part I)

Gastric Attacking. Fml.

I’m having gastric pain for these two days. I think I should and must buy medicine today, if not, tomorrow going to be my third suffering day. :-/ Hope I could recover soon. Once I think about food, especially the meat, I will feel want to vomit. Sigh.

But no matter how, I have big blogging mood today although my abdomen is pain now. This so called self-abuse? Lol.   

I knew and yea I do really know, CNY was far far away passed, but in this post, Imma show you guys my snap time in CNY for no reason. HAHAHA.

First day of CNY:

My boyfriend’s family traditional: First day of CNY must wear in red.

So, I chose wisely for my red top during my shopping time cuz red colour ain’t easy to find especially the red colour that can suit to my tan skin.  Otherwise, my skin will become darker. Conclusion, I chose top which is red mix with orange colour. J

Our first Angpow from boyfriend’s parents. ♥

The couple red wine suit are cute :P  

This was our first photo taking in CNY since we finally celebrated CNY together for the first time. Hope he will join my CNY in Kuching for at least once in a lifetime.  

Failed camwhore cuz of my 99% same expression. Laugh.

SPOTTED her red colour nails :D  

While I have colourful finger nails. (Smile)

Finally a new character joined our snap time. Hehehee! This is because a cute baby boy visited our place and we were 100% attracted by his cuteness. No wonder he is so adorable because he is a hybrid baby, aka Chinese mix Thailand baby.

#1

#2

#3: Non-stop kisses and hugs ♥

The baby boy’s siblings J

My boy said he likes his sister since she was a little girl bcuz she looks pretty! But I like his elder brother due to his humour sense! I can’t stop laughing when chit-chatting with his elder brother. He damn funny and surprise us with his generation’s words. On the other hand, thanks to him so much cuz he called me: Sexy! Hence, Sexy is my name. Rofl.

Becareful baby boy! HAHAHA. Her lips is comes closer towards you :P 

Awww so cute, he wants to kiss my camera. (Blush)

We are couple in checker shirt!

Super failed T.T he kept moving in my arm.

Lastly, 

OMG :-)

Before ends,

Wow. Fantastic baby!

Bonjour March

Bonjour March ♥

March is in the air now. This means I must quickly get a job in this month and start on April. Cuz there is a lot of pending expenditure needed for me to spend in this year, so I need earnings. :-/

I wish money itself will drop on my top head now. I don’t mind my head will get pain with a bag of cash. HAHAHA I AM MAMMONIST! Hmmm…Please stop dreaming now.

The reason I need money because there are 3 things that I have to spend many.

♥ First thing:

I plan to have my travel trip out from my country for first time in my life. Yes, no doubt. I never left Malaysia and travel abroad before although I’m 22 years old now. Lol. Therefore, I hope I can have a trip to Taiwan with my boyfriend this year. Savings is urgently needed. I’m not going to miss out my trip this year. *Fighting in savings*

♥ Second thing:

I want to get a Smartphone, and probably I will consider getting a Apple iPhone. This savings will come after my trip because travel is more important to me now. I always regret that I didn’t take the Tourism Course when in college because I do really love travel and wish to be a talkative tourist guide. (Laugh)

♥Third thing:

This is Xiao S who has pretty teeth now after braced.

I hate this part but I cannot neglect it’s important to me – Brace My Ugly Teeth. I wish to have pretty straight teeth so that I can smile very widely until my corners of my mouth get crack. Rofl. I and my family don’t get why I have this ugly rabbit teeth since when I was kid, I like to brush my teeth everyday and hence my teeth is good condition cuz I don’t like to eat sweet. (Even now I also hate sweet) Of course also not bcz of inheritance, my parent’s teeth is normal. Urghhhh. Why my teeth can’t be straight like my boyfriend. T.T Alright, proved money is also needed in this point.

Sometimes, I’m very admiring to those who not need to save money for their wish lists because what they have are “lots of money”. Thousands to them is just like few ringgits to them. That’s has make me feel unbalance to their life. HAHAHA. No choice, I still have my own different life from them to live. So work hard to earn then J

Oh B.T.W, wish me luck for getting my job as soon as possible. Au revoir! ♥