Love Feeling

Dearest,

Your life are getting busy and dull (the only few activities he does everyday such as work, sleep, eat and bath) after work. And hence the time we spend together also become lesser and lesser.  Grief.

When flashback to the past, I found that our college + living life were too awesome. Love so much and wish to go back.

Certainly, the most terrible but memorable part was the period you lived at UK for months. The strong loneliness and missing feelings were pain. I never dare to go through these kind of feelings anymore because I will never forget how strong the feelings I had ever.

Even now, especially in this late midnight:

I think I’m getting older and my heart getting weaker where I can’t hold the long-distance relationship anymore like last time (Fyi, we start our relationship in a long-distance). That time, we could only date through phone by text or call :/

Oh no, I wish this type of relationship will never happens to us again.

Ya, maybe I’m not that types of lover who can best express the love feelings toward you. BECAUSE I HAVE: No sweet words, No femininity and thoughtful, No lovely personality, No ardent love, No more than 40% comply your wish, No good cooking skills etc. Lol.

But, there’s always ♥♥♥♥♥ from me.

A Little Snap Time (Part I)

Gastric Attacking. Fml.

I’m having gastric pain for these two days. I think I should and must buy medicine today, if not, tomorrow going to be my third suffering day. :-/ Hope I could recover soon. Once I think about food, especially the meat, I will feel want to vomit. Sigh.

But no matter how, I have big blogging mood today although my abdomen is pain now. This so called self-abuse? Lol.   

I knew and yea I do really know, CNY was far far away passed, but in this post, Imma show you guys my snap time in CNY for no reason. HAHAHA.

First day of CNY:

My boyfriend’s family traditional: First day of CNY must wear in red.

So, I chose wisely for my red top during my shopping time cuz red colour ain’t easy to find especially the red colour that can suit to my tan skin.  Otherwise, my skin will become darker. Conclusion, I chose top which is red mix with orange colour. J

Our first Angpow from boyfriend’s parents. ♥

The couple red wine suit are cute :P  

This was our first photo taking in CNY since we finally celebrated CNY together for the first time. Hope he will join my CNY in Kuching for at least once in a lifetime.  

Failed camwhore cuz of my 99% same expression. Laugh.

SPOTTED her red colour nails :D  

While I have colourful finger nails. (Smile)

Finally a new character joined our snap time. Hehehee! This is because a cute baby boy visited our place and we were 100% attracted by his cuteness. No wonder he is so adorable because he is a hybrid baby, aka Chinese mix Thailand baby.

#1

#2

#3: Non-stop kisses and hugs ♥

The baby boy’s siblings J

My boy said he likes his sister since she was a little girl bcuz she looks pretty! But I like his elder brother due to his humour sense! I can’t stop laughing when chit-chatting with his elder brother. He damn funny and surprise us with his generation’s words. On the other hand, thanks to him so much cuz he called me: Sexy! Hence, Sexy is my name. Rofl.

Becareful baby boy! HAHAHA. Her lips is comes closer towards you :P 

Awww so cute, he wants to kiss my camera. (Blush)

We are couple in checker shirt!

Super failed T.T he kept moving in my arm.

Lastly, 

OMG :-)

Before ends,

Wow. Fantastic baby!

Bonjour March

Bonjour March ♥

March is in the air now. This means I must quickly get a job in this month and start on April. Cuz there is a lot of pending expenditure needed for me to spend in this year, so I need earnings. :-/

I wish money itself will drop on my top head now. I don’t mind my head will get pain with a bag of cash. HAHAHA I AM MAMMONIST! Hmmm…Please stop dreaming now.

The reason I need money because there are 3 things that I have to spend many.

♥ First thing:

I plan to have my travel trip out from my country for first time in my life. Yes, no doubt. I never left Malaysia and travel abroad before although I’m 22 years old now. Lol. Therefore, I hope I can have a trip to Taiwan with my boyfriend this year. Savings is urgently needed. I’m not going to miss out my trip this year. *Fighting in savings*

♥ Second thing:

I want to get a Smartphone, and probably I will consider getting a Apple iPhone. This savings will come after my trip because travel is more important to me now. I always regret that I didn’t take the Tourism Course when in college because I do really love travel and wish to be a talkative tourist guide. (Laugh)

♥Third thing:

This is Xiao S who has pretty teeth now after braced.

I hate this part but I cannot neglect it’s important to me – Brace My Ugly Teeth. I wish to have pretty straight teeth so that I can smile very widely until my corners of my mouth get crack. Rofl. I and my family don’t get why I have this ugly rabbit teeth since when I was kid, I like to brush my teeth everyday and hence my teeth is good condition cuz I don’t like to eat sweet. (Even now I also hate sweet) Of course also not bcz of inheritance, my parent’s teeth is normal. Urghhhh. Why my teeth can’t be straight like my boyfriend. T.T Alright, proved money is also needed in this point.

Sometimes, I’m very admiring to those who not need to save money for their wish lists because what they have are “lots of money”. Thousands to them is just like few ringgits to them. That’s has make me feel unbalance to their life. HAHAHA. No choice, I still have my own different life from them to live. So work hard to earn then J

Oh B.T.W, wish me luck for getting my job as soon as possible. Au revoir! ♥

Enjoy Photography!

I don’t know when I start to fall in love with the photography, but I know I’m addicting to camera so badly. It’s a LOVE!

Never ends loving camera and wish to have lots of camera such as digital camera, semi-pro, DSLR, lomo camera and even the popular Fujifilm Instax mini! Seriously, I’m craving for cameras collection a lot but these toys are not affordable to buy. Next time will probably save money to buy the Fujifilm Instax Mini because I want it for so long. :-/ 

Previously I already have owned one Samsung digital camera. But the Samsung’s camera brand is not desirable to me and I actually so regret to choose it. So, this time, thanks to my beloved, who bought me a semi-pro camera last year - Sony Nex-3 as my 21^st birthday gift. We actually were struggling to choose between Sony Nex-3 with Sony Nex-C3 and Panasonic Lumix G3. But at last, we picked Sony Nex-3.

Why?

The big reason because there was a promotion for Sony Nex-3. It costs only RM2, 330 for two interchangeable lens which are SEL16F28 E 16mm F2.8 (wide-angle lens) and SEL1855 E18-55mm F3.5-5.6 OSS (compact zoom lens). Besides, free two rechargeable battery packs with its charger, 8GB SD Card, better camera case than Sony Nex-C3, screen protector and also provided common accessories such as USB cable and flash with flash case. The warranty given is 3 years.

It’s more expensive if I choose Sony Nex-C3 with also less free accessories because that time when I and my boyfriend do the research, Nex-C3 was just newly launched! Hence, if we choose Sony Nex-C3, we will be out of budget! I don’t think is a good idea for my boyfriend to spend lots of money on my birthday gift seems he has no works yet. Although Nex-C3 has better megapixels with DSLR better quality image, smoothen function and picture effect added compare to Nex-3. But, Sony Nex-3 is enough to me and luckily, the shop assistant’s has free installed me the picture effect like the Nex-C3! Thanks, I do really love the picture effect a lot! (You can see the picture effects by clicking HERE)

Why I didn’t choose Lumix G3? Since it was also newly launched last year which have caught public’s eyesight and high popularity in the market! The reason is simple because I was truly believed to the shop’s assistant words. He said Sony Nex is better superadded Sony Nex is my first choice too before buying, and therefore, Lumix G3 has kicked out from my list. Maybe next time I will consider buying the Panasonic brand or especially Nikon because I want to buy a more portable camera. It’s can be either digital camera or portable semi-pro camera with better quality image because convenience for me to bring along especially to party or chilling with friends. (Smile)

Stop my long blabbing here and showing you guys my photography’s part.

First of all, I want to say that I’m actually not a professional in photography and even not good on that photography’s skill things. It’s just my little interest on photography. J

First Model: My youngest sister (Lmao):

“Hi, my name is Beatrice and I’m the model for my sister.” Lol. 

OMG, her expression looks so lame. 

She is so naughty, and YES! I have CAPTURED her real personality. 

Try to ACT CUTE and alright, she succeeds. 

AHAHAHA, this is EPIC. 

She wants to be a frog? Laugh. 

She looks so lambkin here. But the truth about her personality is always the darker side: Naughty girl and 24 hours acting like a boy :-)

Next model: My wacky friends! J :

Oh, HAHAHA. He always likes to act amusing in taking photos. Funny Role Model!

Uhmm...Something likes this too. (Laugh)

She probably dislikes her legs and feet so much :P

I’ve got that F4’s feelings towards them. Rofl.

I can feel that she was playing hard with her bubbles :P

“In fact, I’m the only standard model here”. J

And you’ve WON in pretending being cool prize, Keith Shu! Tehee!

Last, we’re WACKY!

February 2012 is almost comes to an end. OH No. I’m feeling so bad. Anyway, hope you guys enjoy the last 2 days in Feb!

 Bye!

November Night with Hennessy Artistry Party 2011@Mines Resort City

Hello!

I knew Hennessy Party 2011 was over for the past 3 months. But, I still want to blog about it since this was my first time joined an awesome party! Credit to Hennessy Malaysia which given me a chance to attend the party. (Big Smile)

Seems I could bring along 3 friends with me, so I dated out with Yoyo, derrick and my boyfriend on that party night! Thanks to them too who have spared out their time to date with me! *Appreciated*

Here are the Photos of the Night:

I’m not a good in taking liquor because I scare of the bitter taste from liquor except for the high sweet contain liquor. I guess so.  ♥ But I fall in love with their Hennessy Berry. It tastes really nice with acceptable bittersweet :-)

For the information, the party has provided four signature Hennessy V.S.O.P long drinks which are Hennessy Berry, Hennessy Apple, Hennessy Ginger and the most I dislike one – Hennessy Soda. Regret that I’ve asking for Hennessy Soda in the Hennessy Mixing Bar, as you can see I’m holding the drink from the above picture. Actually for the next second, I simply leave it on the table besides me. No Hennessey Soda inside my mouth again. It’s so so bitter!

Btw, we’ve bumped with Derrick’s brother friends and we joined their table :-P There’s a lot of people inside, but I don’t even meet one of my friends that I knew. But hopefully derrick found his acquaintances. If not, there’s not seat and table for us. It was too full! And if I’m not mistaken, Chris Willis was behind us that time on the DJ stage.  (Oh my, I feel so ugly with my humpback ><)

Yoyo is considers the tallest girl in my class. She has 168cm height, that’s mean 8cm taller than me, fml. I’m so envy with her tall height and long leg :-/ But, guess what! I met a lot and really a lot of tall girl that night! Every girl looks like super pretty tall models. OMG, I was exactly become a dwarf inside the party! I even needed to rise up my head in order to look at their pretty face. IM SO PITY L

But there were really a lot of pretty hot chicks that had sparkling the guy’s night. Whoots!!

And he is the only hot guy had caught yoyo’s sight :P

Who is he? He is a Korean singer named Park Jung Min, one of the performers on the Hennessy Night! The other special guests such as Yolanda Be Cool, Chris Willis, Goldfish and Blink (local famous DJs) and Landy Wen. Frankly, the most boring part for me was Landy Wen although I like her songs too. But it was not suit to sing lyrical love songs in this hot and high party. J Overall, all of the performances are still cool such as the dancing part.

Thanks a lot to Hennessy who organised such a cool party with free unlimited drinks. Hope to join the party next time ♥

The awesome song of the day – Bigbang Blue. *Addicted*